i'm so torn about whether or not i am on the right path, living the right life, for me, right now. i am in college, a very expensive college, where i feel my money is being carelessly thrown away. i have to take out astronomical loans to sustain such an educational experience. i suppose all students my age, in the same place i am now, have this same panic mentality. when i'm finished with school, i will be greatly in debt and i feel this will hamper my true aspirations in life (to travel, to learn all that i can, to meet as many life-changing people as possible, to help and to give). why does money rule this so-called reality in which i feel i am forced to exist? in the wise words of Queen, I WANT TO BREAK FREE! 

Restlessness has motivated me to leap out of my comfort zone. i feel i have been stagnant for far too long, i'm beginning to grow mold! there is so much the universe has to offer that i blinding myself to with limitations. 

Keeping faith in myself and the universe has proved to be trying many a-time. When things are seemingly going wrong or when i've got a case of the kundalini blues, it's difficult to reassure myself that this is a learning experience, just like everything else, and has a purpose, is productive. Often times, in these instances, i feel i have strayed from my path and i panic. But every experience is one with a lesson and in realizing, embracing and applying these lessons, we will never be lead astray. My destiny will always unfold just as it should :)

Music festivals are magical places. My freedom blossoms at these sorts of gatherings. Feeding off the energy of others is incredibly liberating when good energy is all around. I like to just let loose, dance like there's no tomorrow and feel a sense of closeness, of connection with everyone else there because they're having the same experience as i am. Everyone goes to music festivals for the same reason: to let the music flow through them, to move them, to aid them in reaching that level of expression words never can. It's wonderful to know it's ok to let loose, look crazy, get funky. Dance is one of the most theraputic forms of expression for me and to engage in this with hundreds or thousands of other people is estatic! My freedom is so much better, so much bigger and brighter when it's engaged with other people as opposed to being isolated from the world. My freedom is togetherness :)